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Name/Denomination/Nicknames: Norah Enilem
Gender: Female
Birth Date: November 15
Religion/Spiritual Beliefs: Athiest
Species: Turian
Occupation: Owns and runs a small game store on the Citadel
Military Rank: -
Age: 22
Height: 5.3Ft
Weight: 65Kg
Hair/Fringe/Helmet Color: Light tan
Eye Color: Brown
Skin color: Tan

Physical Description OR Picture: fav.me/d3g2vse

Behavior description: Will sometimes talk before thinking, Easygoing but can sometimes seem a bit nasty and sarcastic. Does not pick fights, would be very outspoken if one starts up but then shy's away if/when said fight gets physical. Passive aggressive. Is notouriously protective of those close to her.
Can be impulsive, usually likes to just curl up on the couch an watch a vid but will sometimes go out to a club.

Advantages: Comes from a wealthy and well known family. Knows how to work with money. Awesome gamer. Has Goliat for a boyfreind <3

Disadvantages: Cannot fight, physically or with weapons. Does not know how to drive/pilot. Her grandmother.

Bio: Dropped out of the Turian Military boot camp only after being there for about a year. Mother was away on tour all the time and father had buisness so her gran mostly raised her. Very constricting, her gran often introduced her to eligable males.
Norah has a gay best freind who now lives on earth, she grew up with him and misses him alot. Other than him she didnt have many friends, being more interested in video gaming and old human vids than anything else.
Moved to Omega when she was able, made many bad decisions.
Went thru many things while living there, not all were good. One that was good ended tragically. Norah tried to kill herself becausee of it, father moved her back to the Enilem estate for recovery. She continued to abuse herself.
After a while things got better, moving out to the Citadel away from the family she did what she wanted to do. Work with games.  

Interesting Facts: Still gets harrassed by her upper-class snob for a gran. Does not use the Enilem funds, works to get her own creds.
Has a home security drone called Richy that has a VI mod and is almost like her gran.
Owns a siamese fighter fish, he's blue.
A geek in almost every way.
Has a thing for armour, nice vehicles and uniforms.
Likes to drink, is not a smoker.

Sample Post: Slow day at work, the same old routine. Same trip home. Same meal.

Guess I should be happy, I'm independant and on my own for once. The apartment I got is old but in a good area.

My mind wanders onto past events as I take the dirty dishes to the sink.

Father picking me up from Omega, step mother's dissaproving tone. Recovering in my old room, still decorated with game and movie items. The trips to the familly's Psych. It was all a blur.

Idly I go thru the motions, not focusing on anything in paticular.

The sink filles up with hot soapy water, moving my hands thru water I feel around for the cloth.

Instead it finds the steak knife.

Looking down at the sink I can see the blade shimmering from the kitchen light, bubbles cover it slightly.

I move a thumb over the serrated edge, thinking how easy it could be.

Digging the soft part of my digit harder into the edge.

I close my eyes and  my mind wanders to that day, that nightmare.

Its so hard, so hard to try and not think about it. The sound of a horrible explosion, gunfire and screams. The smell of fire, Omega trash and blood.



My mind feels light and the kitchen wall is..blurry. Takes me a while to realise what I have done.

I blink trying to focus while looking back down into the sink. Water was no longer clear, blue swirled thru it. Curling about the dishes like some creature.

I move my hands thru it, only then do I feel that all familiar sting.

It hurt but in a good way, I'm not completely numb.

Calmly and slowly I walk to the bathroom, leaving a trail of soapy water and blood. Not caring.



Opening the vanity cupboard I use my right arm to reach for some bandages, never bought Medi Gel.

That stuff felt wierd.

Sighing I look down at my left arm, the gash was deeper and longer this time.



I'll call my doc in the morning.